i've been asking myself...
since when have i been truely happy...
i mean like happy from the bottom of my heart kinda happy... those kind of happiness where you forget all your troubles just that instant and nothing else matters anymore... even if that was the last second of your life... come to think of it... i've actually never experienced that kind of feeling... i guess the closest i'd ever get to that was about a year ago... i think i'd work towards that from now on...
although i still smile everyday and look very happy... but hai...
WHO WILL KNOW THE PAIN THAT I FEEL DEEP INSIDE!!!
hahaha... HAHAHA... i sound so drama!!! no lah! i should be happy and contented that i have a 'loving' family and a roof over my head... not like say, poor zathira in timbaktu... haha... ok... serious...
grr... i feel like going on a shopping spree... must control oneself from the temptations on the mortal world!!!
haha... shall return to my identity article... anyway i've changed song!!! it's now either 'it's my life' or 'have a nice day' by bon jovi... both suit my topic... hmm... which shal i choose... i like 'have a nice day' though... and it's not that ancient a song as 'it's my life'... hmm...
i mean like happy from the bottom of my heart kinda happy... those kind of happiness where you forget all your troubles just that instant and nothing else matters anymore... even if that was the last second of your life... come to think of it... i've actually never experienced that kind of feeling... i guess the closest i'd ever get to that was about a year ago... i think i'd work towards that from now on...
although i still smile everyday and look very happy... but hai...
WHO WILL KNOW THE PAIN THAT I FEEL DEEP INSIDE!!!
hahaha... HAHAHA... i sound so drama!!! no lah! i should be happy and contented that i have a 'loving' family and a roof over my head... not like say, poor zathira in timbaktu... haha... ok... serious...
grr... i feel like going on a shopping spree... must control oneself from the temptations on the mortal world!!!
haha... shall return to my identity article... anyway i've changed song!!! it's now either 'it's my life' or 'have a nice day' by bon jovi... both suit my topic... hmm... which shal i choose... i like 'have a nice day' though... and it's not that ancient a song as 'it's my life'... hmm...
<3 had a cup of tea at 6:33:00 PM