bah... dunno why like got mood swing again... started yesterday night when i just felt very sad and irritated at the same time and started crying for no reason... but my mum dragged me out for a walk in the middle of the night... which made me feel better (not considering all the cockcroaches that i saw)... i love my mum :D anyway... today afternoon the modd swing came back again... just suddenly felt very sad and just cannot smile... and just listen to 5566's without your love full blast on nemo... grr... i hate the sadsad me... i haven't had a mood swing since very loooong ago... i rmb i always had mood swings in the past... when i was still in pri school... but it got lesser ever since i went out with jiamin... cos she's always so bright and cheerful... which kinda brought out the other me... (geminis are two-faced remember???) hmm... i like the happy me... i like bringing happiness to other ppl and seeing others smile cos of a joke that i made... it's a nice feeling...

so i hate it now that my mood swing is showing signs of returning... grr... i shall treat myself by chatting more with jiamin... the only prob is... now she's so stressed with everything... don't lose you sunshine girl!!!

anyway that's out of point... today was cross-country... well not exactly cross-country... more like cross-strathfield-park... haha... i ran!!! thanks chen for running with me!!! haha... and it seriously doen't seem like 3km lor... i think the most is like 1.5??? haha... cos i remember that 2.4 was much tougher than what i ran today... and i think my stamina is down lor... cos i no longer have to do 2.4... shucks...

btw anyone realise that the fonts are a bit bigger... haha

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