grr... if anyone's wondering why i haven't been online for so log it's cos of the bloody computer... oh no... it's more likely my dad... the person who so likes to act smart and appear like he's so clever... great! let's see how clever you are... no need repairs when the comp is spoilt... hmm... yes... you can definitely do it yourself... AND NOW ALL MY BLOODY DOCUMENTS ARE GONE... shit... i hate him... omg... i bloody hate him...

he said that he apparently copied all our documents, but mine can't be entered cos i used to password-protect my account... hello! that was like 6 months ago?? the password is long gone?!?! and besides if i really had a password recently, why is it that you can enter my account and view my emails... grr... i know i'm not supposed to hate him... but i can't help it... i really do...

all my photos are gone... omg... those are my memmories... and they just evaporated into thin air... thanks to some smart alec... and the speaker/sound of the comp is not working... this really pisses my off... irritating freak!!! i really feel like buying a laptop now... i think it's the most wonderful time now... then i won't need to fight with him to use the comp and he won't think of destroying my comp in the name of repairing it... what a joke... it's seriously driving me nuts... and i'm always in a shit mood at home now... when i'm outside... i dun need to think bout it... but when i'm home... grr... i'm so pissed... errr... all those photos!!!

if you see me online please send me past photos we have taken together...

and i might want to add that all the programs are gone too... so i have to dl them one by one again... grrr... what did i do to deserve such a father... argh! i can't wait to grow up and get away from him...

<3 had a cup of tea at 10:48:00 PM