this is the convo between me and sabby last night... boohoo...

sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : CANNY!!!
sucan : yup
(here i suddenly took notice of sabby's display pic... which was a photo of her and fufu)
sucan : oh my bloody god!!!
sucan : argh!!! renfu!!!
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : HAHAHHA
sucan : where???
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : yest at imm open carpark
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : auto session
sucan : oh man
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : then the organiser was dallas. and i'm a moderator for their online forum. so the i/c asked me if i wanted to give flowers to 56:D
sucan : ahhhh...
sucan : i'm so jealous!!!
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : view SUPER gd cos the organizer let me be one of the first 20 in the queue. so i went at like 10am but went ahead of everyone else
sucan : *cry
sucan : i hate you...
sucan : did you take with xiezhi?
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : bleh no
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : haha cos one of the staff members wanted to give to xiezhi
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : so i said nvm. then i gave renfu
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : but i shook xiezhi's hand:D
sucan : boohooohoooh...
sucan : i want to kill you!!!
sucan : did you get to say anything to renfu??/
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : yup haha
sucan : grrr... what did you say???
sucan : did you tell him you have a friend who loves him?!?!?
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : stuff like how the bk is like a compilation of what the sg fans want to say to renfu
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : then ask him abt his schedule
sucan : i
sucan : want
sucan : to
sucan : faint
sucan : .
sucan : .
sucan : .
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : haha
sucan : oh man
sucan : is he nice???
sucan : ok this is rubbish
sucan : OF COURSE he's nice
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : hahaha
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : he's very sweet
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : cos i didnt realise i was talking quite softly. then he bent down so i was speaking into his ear. then later he replied in my ear^-^
sucan : ARGH!!!!
sucan : CANNOT
sucan : TAKE
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : and and and
sucan : THIS
sucan : ANY
sucan : MORE
sucan : !!!
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : HE PUT HIS ARM AROUND ME!
sucan : AM
sucan : ABOUT
sucan : TO
sucan : EXPLODE
sucan : !!!
sucan : SABRINA
sucan : LAU
sucan : YOU
sucan : WILL
sucan : GET
sucan : IT
sucan : FROM
sucan : ME
sucan : WHEN
sucan : I
sucan : RETURN
sucan : !!!
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : hahahahah
sucan : i want to cry...
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : one more thing
sucan : oh no!!!
sucan : no more!!!
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : see that dark purple shirt he's wearing inside?
sucan : hmm...
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : got 3 buttons unbuttoned. so i could see his chest UP CLOSE AND PERSONAL MWAHAHAHHAAH
sucan : *cry
sucan : sabby.......
sucan : grr...
sucan : i dunno what to say...
sucan : man...
sucan : ren
sucan : fu
sucan : ...
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : hahah sabby is elated!
sucan : and canny is deflated...
sucan : oh man
sucan : sabby!!!
sucan : how can you do this to me!!!
sucan : this is so unfair lor
sucan : YOU get to go to their sing concert
sucan : YOU get to buy the dvd
sucan : YOU get to see renfu's chest
sucan : YOU get to whisper to him in his ears
sucan : what about me?!?!?!
sucan : !#%!%#@$!%$#5
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : canny...
sucan : haha
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : NTH would happen if you didnt go to aussie!
sucan : yah
sucan : ok FINE
sucan : i know
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : haha
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : see!
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : somemore they wont go australia one ><
sucan : i'm bleeding
sucan : xie3 liu2 cheng2 he2 already (blood flow until turn into river already)
sucan : eh next time you see renfu right
sucan : get his autograph for me can :D:D
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : haha but that's only if i have someone going with me
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : cos they only sign one per person
sucan : hai...
sucan : ming4 zhong1 zhu4 ding4... (we are destined to not meet...)
sucan : never mind!!
sucan : ren2 ding4 sheng4 tian1!!! (men will win god?!?!)
sucan : i dun believe i am so suay that i'll never meet him in my entire life!
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : huh really!
sucan : yes!
sucan : i believe that no matter how evil fate is
sucan : it cannot separate me and him!
sucan : yes!
sucan : 人死心不死!! (person die, the heart won't die!)
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : lol yes i think so too
sucan : i will have hope!!! yes
sucan : i tell you
sucan : worse
sucan : i go join jungiery
sucan : HAHA
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : hahaha
sucan : then can see him everyday :D:D
sucan : teehee
sucan : anyway... i gtg
sucan : remember help me get autograph next time hor :D
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : haha okayokay if i get the chance
sucan : thankew :D
sucan : eh
sucan : dun forget my birthday hor
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : hahaha OKAYYY
sabby ♠ sweet intoxication; turtle! : bye!

i still feel like crying... man... renfu!!! do you know there's this girl who's been taking notice of you and supporting you for almost 5 years already... the first time i saw you was on wanyu... back then... 5566 was not even formed... it was a pure coincidence that on a public holiday, i was bored at home and decided to turn on the v at 2.30pm... and who did i see on the tv but you... you weren't as cool as you look now... though nevertheless attractive and funny... watching you and a-wei host wanyu in the midst of laughter and games... really entertaining and left a huge impression in me... and from then on... i'd always rush home on weekdays to make sure that i can watch wanyu... that is until i went rgs... living so far from school... just returning home takes 1 hour... plus the waiting time of the buses, the possibility of catching it is 0... plus the hectic school life... basically meant that i have to bid farewell to wanyu... well... that was one regret... and now... i have another regret... hai... renfu... :(


credits to sabby for the photo... hope u don't mind :p teehee

one day... this would no longer be a dream...

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thanks guys for your encouragement for cross country... teehee... i can't believe how confident you ppl are of me... haha... and i have not disappointed you ppl either :D:D:D i got second





LAST!!!

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countdown// eh don't you dare forget lao niang's birthday hor!!! still got 20 more days for you to prepare the perfect present... or else...

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