so dun keep things from me just cos u're afraid of hurting me... cos ur hurting the person that i deeply love in the process... it takes 2 hands to clap... so stop blaming other ppl... if u want to blame, blame all the ppl involved... i said b4 that i hate censorship... and i also said b4 that the thing that pisses me off the most is my loved ones getting hurt... i'm not blaming anyone... if there's anyone to blame, it'd be me... and i know the reason ppl r keeping things from me is to prevent hurting me... thank u guys... appreciate it... but please... please... if u have anything to say... anything abt me that u need to address... tell me... i'd rather u hurt me than hurt the ppl i love...

besides...

i didn't grow up eating glass so i'm not that fragile lah!!

anyways... been hearing sounds in my ears these few days... sounds abit like the sea... seawater lapping on the shores... but still not the sea... so... it's either that i really want to go to the beach, or that i'm going nuts... but i think the latter is more likely... haha...

and i think i really need to go do some voodoo stuff to change my luck lorrr!!! so unlucky!!! today is the second day that i got hit by a tennis ball!!! consecutively!!! GOD!!! yesterday was on my back... already very pain le... whoa... today even more unlucky!!! today the bloody tennis ball hit my head lah!!! gosh!!! if tmr i kena hit by the ball again i'm gonna jump off a building already... haha...


quite a long time ago... lizzie took it without me knowing during physics lesson... the only lesson when i sleep... haha... boring what!!! cannot help it lor!!!

ok lah... more next time...

<3 had a cup of tea at 7:45:00 PM