bio now... doing some plate tectonics thingy that mildly reminds me of geography... arghh... so boring!! i hate geog!!!

anyway... chen reminded me abt subject selection for yr 12 during SOR... oh god... made me so worried... ahh... completely freaked out cos she kept reminding me that it's my UAI at stake and i can't just take the gamble easily... aiyo... decisions decisions decisions... gosh... WHY??????????? grr...

really want to take 4U maths... but... aiyo... i dunno lah... if i really suck at it and get a horrible mark my UAI would go down the drain lor... why is my future at stake lah!!!

and why is my chem like that??? it's not supposed to be like that!!! it's my physics that's supposed to suck! not my chem!!! but why issit the other way round??? really dun like physics... but i'm actually doing quite good at it (although i sleep every lesson... haha)... and i know i MUST keep chem... but the results... errrrrrrr

one thing i'm very certain is my bio... i'm keeping it!!!

chen said i should first do 12 units... but hor... very stressful anf taxing lor... dunno lah...

this is all very sucky... it's killing all my brain cells!!!

i need to relax... haha... like i use to say...

chuan2 dao4 qiao2 tou2 zi4 ran2 zhi2...

i think...

i'm gonna...

take the gamble...

:D:D:D:D

besides... life is supposed to be about taking gambles... and i know if i dun take 4U i'll regret... cos i really wanna take it... as long as i do my best... haha... YAY!!! optimism rules!!! haha...

ok... shall concentrate on bio... and have a good time later :D

//back

still abit bothered by the subject selection thingy... but... knowing i have ur support and belief... haha... i feel much better lah...

oh... today something really cool happened!!!! HAIL!!! wow!! omg... so pretty!! and rare!!! didn't catch the part where it actually landed... but when i saw it there were like little pallets of tiny ice balls on the ground... so cute!!! (pardon me lah... nvr see hail b4 lah that's y...) they were really tiny and like 1 cm diameter... so cute!!! didn't realise at first... but then when i took notice i saw the ground was littered with it!! haha... and there were ppl taking photos with it like tourists (including me lah)... haha...

and i kept crushing them cos it was really fun... but hor... at one stage i saw this huge area of ice... and i just went to crush them... boohoo... the ice was actually floating on a puddle of rainwater... and no one warned me!!! so my shoes got wet lah... haha... but it was exceptionally pretty on grass... like patches of white flowers!!! i like!!! makes 2day extra memorable n special...

:D

<3 had a cup of tea at 12:27:00 PM