u can nvr get...

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i hate this... the shoes... arrhhh... i keep seeing those shoes that i wanted to buy but couldnt buy cos one of my friends got them... and... they have my size and colour... :( i feel like crying... it seems like i still love those shoes after so long... but i missed the chance of getting them... and now although im very VERY tempted to get them... i can nvr wear them cos of my stupid principle... oh wells... there r things that only come once in a lifetime and if u miss them... well... i guess that's it then... u can nvr have the things u want... not only applicable to shoes...

i hate this... how immature... but i realise im immature too... so im no saint and in no place to criticise others... but i believe the same thing for others... no one is a saint so no one is in place to criticise me (unless u have permission or just jk around...) so dont u even start trying to take charge of my life or tell me what to and not to do... good thing is that i dun care what others say abt me if they dun stand a place in my heart... so go on and say all that u want... im not all meek and gentle... i stand for what i believe in... if u dun care abt how i feel why should i give a shit abt what ur feeling??? i dun like hiding stuff... i really dun... im naturally very open and the only reason im doing this now is cos i care... cos u said... 付出才有收获...

ouch... i sound harsh... haha...

oh wells... last day of school tmr and teachers are having some stupid party... cant be bothered to go... so going to play pool with lizzie n shan =D xiaoxiao shan i'll definitely defeat u!!! heehee!!! fluke power!!!

<3 had a cup of tea at 5:15:00 PM