fireworks = great

highlight was the CURLY fireworks =D SO CUTE!!! and got the pieupieu sound too!!!heehee!!! i like!!!

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he's gone... fridge screwed... bloody 0011... i dun want to say more... its just so pissing... i only seem to be much more calmer and less pissed chatting with u...

but i cant stop thinking about how... mummy taught me from young: never be jealous of what others have and steal it for urself... i taught myself from young: if my friends or loved ones like something let them have it and dun fight over it with them... but what if this 'something' isnt a 'thing' to be owned and possessed? is it still justified to use the words 'steal' or 'lose'... i have no idea...

dun take my ramblings seriously...

bottling up my feelings... they'll get released soon... just not on this blog... maybe i did vent and bitch in the past... but not now nor in the future... although i must say i admire xx's straightforward and i-dun-give-a-shit-who-i-offend attitude... i can never do that...

i can see that 2007 is off to a rocky start...

i think im going looney... i seriously have reason to think im going crazy... had this sudden outburst... yesterday night... and i cant control my thoughts now... shit...

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new years resolution for 2007

- concentrate on hsc... bloody important so dun screw up... do all u can for med school
- STOP SLEEPING DURING MATHS!!! (ESP EXTENTION 2!!!)
- get over the whole self confidence thing... which includes accepting my own body... that i naturally have a huge butt and fat thighs... and love my boobs no matter how small they r =|
- make sure everything works out... no hiding... complete trust... being me... still have fights while actually enjoying the fights... haha...

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i think i just slimmed down... well... ALL my jeans r loose... including the new ones... but i think only my waist is getting thinner... not my fat thighs... i should just give up and wish that my fat on my thighs is for this fateful day when i land in this refugee camp with no food for 30 days...

this is so meaningless... im still thinking abt what i should stop thinking abt... im really going crazy... i hate this...

<3 had a cup of tea at 10:55:00 PM