sucan is back online!!! heehee... i quite like the new house leh... god the swimming pool is nice :D

anyway... wrote a mini 'entry' a few days ago cos really needed to get some things out of my system... here goes...

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Still no internet connection… oh god!! Have no idea how I’ve been making it so far…

But I still wanna vent my… anger? Sounds abit too harsh… but anyway… I just hate judgmental ppl… I realise im probably being very hypocritical cos I judge other ppl too… everyone does… that’s what first impression’s all abt…but some accusations and assumptions can be very hurtful… especially if u dun keep them to urself and speculate with other ppl…

Seriously… if u have any issues or ur unhappy then u can directly talk to me… its much better than tarnishing my reputation with ur words… it really hurts me when I hear that… especially when I believe I’ve always had a rather pleasant (not close but ok) relationship with u…

At least I still have friends who have faith in me n trust that im not the person others projected out to be… thanks lizzie… idiot chen… and especially shan for always standing up for me n confronting them…

Assume makes an ASS out of U n ME!!!

Do not do onto others what u do not want done to u…

N finally… stick n stones can break my bones but words can (hopefully) never harm me…

I hate being maligned…

REPRESENTATIONS OF TRUTH AH!!!

Too many English is bad for me… maybe this is all part of my never ending journey…

Well… I should try to be more optimistic… and look for the silver lining in all these gloomy clouds :(

ok back to business!!!!

shan's 18th birthday!!!

old virgin... (or is she... heeheehee...)

went burwood k cos only there can drink... then afterwards went to eat in some restaurant... the food was not say excellent... actually after everything i thought hotpot would be better even though i dun like it... :( nxt time maybe!

went out earlier with shan to buy her bday present!! she so poor thing!!! has to buy her own birthday present with her own money then other ppl pay her back!! haha!!! but i do like the wallet that we chose!!! very cool suede!! then we met up with julia n lizzie to go buy alcohol!!! heehee!!

i think we bought more than we can handle... 4 vodka cruisers, 4 something-else-which-i-conveniently-forgotten-that-julia-suggested and 24 bottles of beer!!! ahh!!! i love alcohol!!! (unlike the boring ja! the old man says he only drinks table wine... TABLE WINE?!?! SO BORING!!!)

lugging all the alcohol to k had nothing to do with me!!! haha!! although i was the slowest.... opps... anyway we arrived early n they werent opened yet... so we just stood at the stairs n started talking like gangsters in hope of scaring the ppl to open the doors earlier for us!! anyway then other ppl came... n we started singing!!


yo yo~~ me carefully selecting fav songs!!

started off singing... then played a dice game... gosh!! kept having to drink!!! grrr... shan kept losing too n her whole face turned even redder (her face is usually already in a shade of pink...


see??? chen looks so stone... completely red (but not dead drunk) shan engrossed in her song... wonder what it was... hmmm... ohh!! see my fav pure milk outfit i combed the whole sg to find??? heehee!! dunno what u call it leh... i rmb how me n manda used to laugh at how pure milk calls it poncho... heehee... n how jm went all the way to bugis with me to buy it!!i love it :D


shan: i can open my mouth big!~~~~~~
see! she kept losing...


me: i can open my mouth big too!~~~~~
see! she's still drinking!! even chen finds it funny!!!

oh special mention to chen!! haha!! real loser!! moment she came she just KEPT LOSING!!! n KEPT DRINKING!!!HAHA

well... i drank quite a lot too... resulting in me getting really disorientated... note to oneself... nvr drink alcohol too quick... that's what happens in games... i wasnt drunk ok!! still very conscious... but just super dizzy... rmb one part i started laughing n crying at the same time... is it that during these moments humans get to expose their true emotions that have been kept within them for too long? i think it was sort of a release for me... of my stress and pain... gosh... all the melancholy...

i need to give special thanks do shan!!! she kept supporting me (literally) n i feel super guilty cos when i was semi-drunk, i sorta fell down the stairs on the bum(not the dramatic rolling ok!!! like that die already lah!) n cos she was holding me up, she got pulled down by me n her arm got scratched n bruised cos of me :( so touched n guilty... gou peng you! jiang yi qi!!! :) oh by this time she was sober lah! otherwise 2 drunkards set loose on the street what will happen???


jiang yi qi!!!

after dinner we went to park... n played truth n dare...


lizzie n julia

lizzie the idiot had to act like an idiot (no pun intended) for one of the dares and gosh was it realistic!!! haha... she started chasing newspapers that were blown by the wind while swinging 2 bottles in her hand (yes the ones she's holding in the pic)... so natural!! haha!!!funniest was when the bubbles ozzed out from the beer bottles n she didnt know what to do!!!


i can give u 3 reasons why i love this pic...
1. my calves look slim
2. my calves look slim
3. MY CALVES LOOK SOOO SLIM!!!

heehee!!!

half yearly nxt week... IM DEAD...

bleah...

<3 had a cup of tea at 8:34:00 PM