it all started with a sentence...

heehee...

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today was photo day...

YUK!!! i was totally shocked by the limits of the narcissism of some of the ppl (or rather the lack of it)

SOOOOO many ppl had make up on!!! all the eyeliner, mascara, eye shadow and gloss... ewwwww... how vain?!?! even pass my limits!!! (btw i realised that ppl with dark skin tones like to put HEAPS of eyeliner... which is very gross to say the least)

i stuck strictly to pain old me... well had my hair down cos i didnt tie it up when i went out in the morning and during break couldn't b bothered to go toilet to tie it up... yeah yeah very lazy... I KNOW!!!

omg some of them had full scale make up on as if they were like... i dunno... impersonating monkeys??? i truly have no idea what the hell is filled in these bimbos' minds... not much i suppose... ur average mush and fluff... anyway as if the monkey business was enough already... even before the photos were taken i see them snapping self shots... like those act cute, pursed lips, look in another direction and omg!!! weird ass ones!!! its like... u know... narcissism to the extreme... dawn-like selfshots... EWWWWWW... and to think that they cant even match to dawn's looks... it was total torture FOR ME!!!

YUK!!

my photos were gross.. haha... only the first one was what i deem presentable... i initially smiled really nicely like i always smile in photos... but that stupid gay guy had to make me LAUGH!!! he went 'give it to me baby' which sent me in such huge shock and made me laugh...EWWWW GAY!!! so the 2nd n 3rd photos my eyes were squinted n really ugly... grrr... XP

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a few days ago honey actually told me that he prefer my old friends... that im better with them... which was very weird coming from him... well its actually quite true... friendships need the correct situation and time to form... after what happened these few months it much more clearer to me... i knew initially that it was nvr close... not as closely bonded as the friendships in singapore... nvr expected to form that close bonds cos well... it nvr seemed right... it nvr clicked... i nvr saw that bit of sincerity...but how heads easily turned away due to certain changes really kinda shocked me... the little tears i shed were sorta mixed... thinking what a pity that it was all so shallow... and how right i was that nothing can beat the relationships that i used to have... maybe the 2 ppl targetted will nvr see this...

its ppl like chua that i'll nvr forget... her and lynette in sec 2 when we used to go to recess together, wait for each other to finish our food and stay even after the bell has rung to buy some candies to sneak into class... but then we always get really late cos we walk very slowly too... so we got this scolding from miss kum in front of the whole class... but we just laughed it off and continued doing what we did... me n chua competing over silly stuff like who can eat a red bean potong slowest... ppl who'd always wait for u after school to walk together to the band corr... how last time when i stayed over at ur house we would chat abt weird stuff at night and u'd try to convince me that little prince and pride and prejudice are much better to read then princess diaries... its great that we're still in touch and still know what's on... jiayou jiamin!!! rmb!!! dun take them seriously unless its serious issues!!! haha!! and i still take great care of ur seashell and starfish...

and of course there's yuhyiing... she had to listen to all my shit during my depressed days b4 i migrated... how she was willing to stay back with me after band prac (it was already 6pm mind u) and go with me downstairs to get a drink or eat the yummiest tom yum cup noodles ever... and willing to compete with me to see who can finish all the super spicy soup and u really finished it... how we always did indiv together and she helped me with all the too technical stuff that i cant understand...

and the super funny shuhui... we werent really close but still very great to be with!! the only one who was crazy enough to form the M&M fan club with me and go with me all the way to rj to take a look at mark the day b4 i left... HAHA!!! and in the end got lost!!! our stupid agreement that we will only get acsi boyfriends (honey i still do love u!!!) i do miss her crazy antics and how funny and crazy she is...

and of course there's loads more but if cannot continue le lah... this entry already turned out much longer then i expected...

its just really cute and sweet how honey can actually take notice of something so subtle... heehee...

anyway i shall go now... im not that kind who can write long serious entries cos of my concentration span... so im extremely bored and deprived of any brain cells now :p i just hope things would stop screwing up in my life...

btw shan is a great best friend =D

<3 had a cup of tea at 6:26:00 PM