the world is never fair... if it was there would never be children starving in africa as i type this entry... there are always gna be ppl who strike the genetic lottery, be it in term of looks n figure (giselle bundchen omg) or in terms of being born with a silver spoon... i've been following this girl's blog (haha again i stalk ppls blog online...) i dunno this girl lah but i think she goes to my uni (?) and is one of those who have been born in a veryvery well-off family...

she has like 4 freaking huge-ass chanel paperbags in this post here... like wtf lah thats some kinda shopping man...

lucky genes...

im jst super jealous lah cos i super love chanel!

but then i am richer in other ways that cannot be measured monetarily... i am in a happy place surrounded by ppl i love and having a relatively happy life... there may be ups and downs but they are all lessons for a better me... I doubt any of her purchases are bought using her own money that's for sure... ever since i've started working at the optom i have not taken any money from my parents... which im pretty proud of... (opps except when i had to buy my ret/ophthal last year but im paying for the BIO this year with my own money... omg thats 2.5K :( )

my aim would be to buy a chanel bag with my own money... haha another 2 years before i graduate into a proper full-time job and then i can save for one!!! i know alot of ppl dun understand my fascination with chanel... but their bag would probably outlive me cos its that sturdy... plus chanel actually INCREASE their price every year by couple hundreds... and there's no such thing as 'sale' in the world of coco chanel


this single chanel paper bag has been sitting in my room since my bday... im stopping myself from opening it until my exams finish... the bag might look big but the content is small lah haha (not a chanel bag omg not rich)... champagne roses my fav flowers! finally in full bloom now! apparently super hard to find :p oh and my new shoes haha... my room is so messy now i have stuff all over my desk and floor its ridiculous... i need to clean it after exams...

but its the last few weeks of living in this room... i'll be moving soon~~~ all that needs to be done at the new place is to repaint and get gates... cos right now the house looks very open and... vulnerable... so my parents want to put up gates... plus we have dog(s) so gates are a sensible way to go~~ once we have settled in the new place im gna get my new husky~~~





arty-farty shots of the roses + a ridiculously vain photo of myself... cbb to photoshop :( i wish i had the courage to get like nosejob and then try to lie to all my friends that its for a sinus infection *chortle* nah i dun want a rhinoplasty... just an alarplasty!

aiya im daydreaming again...

ocular disease is jst really hard to study there's jst so much information im like 'why bother' cos i cant rmb everything anyway... hai...

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