I have neglected this space for almost a year now. why? because life was busy I guess, busy and content. I was happy with my family, friends and my one in a million dog. But when everything is going well, life just likes to slap you in the face… I lost my 2 year old husky. He ran out of the house and got hit by a car. He didn't survive the collision. Just imagining the pain of the impact shatters my heart… he's a big dog but by no means fat, and most of him is fur… how painful would it have been? the force shattered the car's windscreen and activated their airbag. I can't even begin to imagine… He was my babyboy, my little angel with a furry coat and waggly tail… i love him with all my heart and maybe more… i miss having him in my arms again. I'll let him lick my face a million times… His life was brutally cut short and I'm full of regret and heartache. In the day I can keep myself busy to not think of the tragedy, but there's not a single night that I don't cry to sleep. I know my mum is worried sick of me but I cannot move on. I want to be at the place where I'm supposed to be, smiling when i think of him and remembering all the good memories, how cute and soft natured he was. But I am stuck in a dark place… my dearest panda, i love u soso much. You were the sweetest, most perfect dog I could ever dream of. I would give up anything to have you back again but its all too late.

<3 had a cup of tea at 1:10:00 PM